I'm so confused. I want to move on. But i know how much i will miss him if I do, I still love him, I have no doubt of that at all. But I'm so afraid to stay because it hurts so bad. Sometimes i wonder if it's actually possible that theres a man out there for me. I wonder if there is a man out there strong enough to take on all of my problems. I try real hard you know...but right now i need someone whos willing to listen to my X stories and if i cry he can't hate me...just hold me. But thats not fair to him. My X is the only one I've ever known whos done anythign liek that for me. He did exactly that. And I miss him only more...